back on track..

   Hello world wide web! did you miss me?  I guess not much huh? its been ages since I last blogged, I was just starting and I quit already? The truth is... I got cold feet.
   There has been unexpected reversal of circumstances in my life, that's how I would want to put it, left me in complete awe, caught me unaware, and led me to self doubt and hating, to the extent that I just couldn't write anything nice anymore, didn't want my readers to catch the "dark age" of my life and honestly? I never thought that I would ever think of writing again, but if there is one thing that I've learned from this unfortunate event in my life, it has to be that time alone doesn't heal all wounds,  after all our perception of time differs right? if I would wait for time to heal my pain, it could take eternity and I would probably still hurt, I may have dropped my passion for writing in a while,  but my interest in reading? never!  I just kept on reading and reading about almost anything under the sun, anything that could keep me occupied and not think of certain issues that makes me remember my pain is certainly worthwhile.
   One thing good about today's technology is you get very good information at the comfort of your own home, or mostly anywhere in this planet..as long as you have internet connection of course!     I sought solace online, and found it! time has nothing to do with it by the way!  What struck me the most was when I read about something that seem to be a tailor fit for me so believable that I really thought the author was referring to me, it says.. " if you  knew of someone who was going through a tough time, you would help them through it, so why not help yourself now?".  That seemed to shook me well, and from that moment on I started contemplating on what's bothering me and I just accepted it, let go and moved on..  it is my decision to end my misery.
   It is indeed true that humans were created to adapt to almost any kind of extreme situation, what's keeping us from recovering? is our own hesitation to adapt to what would be our "NOW".
   Everyone has struggles in life, has different cross to carry, what makes all the difference is how we handled those trials, after all, by anonymous, " Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional ", so starting today... I'm gonna love myself more, I'm gonna live my life and I'm gonna blog!